I am still.....

Haiz....

What can I say now?

Although you have just forgive me, but I think that actually I should not be forgiven, and even I can't forgive myself too...... I really need time to calm myself down.....

Today, at class, keep on thinking what should I do later, but I feel like, no matter what I did, I can't forgive myself towards what I have done to you...... So, I plan not to talk to you, till I really can accept myself......I know I need times to forgive myself, but I believe that I will be better, after this........

But for now, the thing that I can do for you, is just a word of ............ SORRY...........